Workin My Arse Off

I might be totally proud of this following post, or totally regret it.

This is a rant post (one which I haven’t write in ages), it is regarding someone (who I think reads my blog); you know who you are. *names are not to be mention*

Here goes…..

I was with a friend and him getting our ride home, where a conversation is taking place. (I didn’t remember every single word, but here how it somewhat goes)

He was talking about Chinese New Year, his urge to gamble and the money he use to gamble.

Where it all started…

He said he would only gamble because those were his red packet (ang pau) money and those money are not his hard earn money, neither it was his parents hard earn money given to him as pocket money. He would not have anything to lose if that money he collected were gone.

Not making sense, I told him that those were his money anyhow. For his information, I told him mine and XXXX’s (the other friend in the car) parents did give him red packet, so basically our parents did not work hard for those money (are not hard earn). He simply brushes it off, saying that was another thing or such.

How inconsiderate to say things like that, maybe you were just trying to make a stupid joke out of it, or it just never need to cross your mind to say such things. But he just went over the limit by saying such things. Tell me, when you were in my shoes, would you accept the facts when I say your parents’ money isn’t hard earn money.

"God bless you" (his well known phrase), he might tell me when he finish reading this blog. I would like to say: thank you for asking god to bless me.

I wish not to jeopardize the friendship I have with him, he is a great friend (I do mean it), and however he should not have say those things. I do practice forgiveness and second chances, somewhat inside I think I already forgive him.

To random people I might to sometimes say things that totally tick you guys off big time, for that I am here to say sorry.

P.S: this is not a backstab, I see it more like a notice. Non the less to express myself.

"so basically our parents did not work hard for those money"

Airwick Beads Giant USJ

This weekend I ask to be moved to Giant, USJ because my TS friend is moving over there. So here is my experience, thoughts and rants about the weekend that I have go through by promoting for Airwick Beads.

Well the first thing that got my attention is that Jusco have a better stock room than Giant. Cause Giant’s stock room was quite messed up and with tons of stocks aka boxes stack high above (let’s says 30 feet above the ground?). Besides that Giant have a yucky staff entrance, which have puddles of water (dirty water) and stinky smell (because it is near the dumpster). Yeah and not to forget that stinky toilet, it smells so bad that I could actually be puke out all my food from lunch because of that smell (I seriously don’t want to talk about it). Plus we’ll didn’t get to slack much because our supervisor is always around and someone who is suppose to be important is around. (Screw them)

When there is bad or the worst thing ever, there sure are some good things during my weekend. The first great thing is that I have live through another weekend and earned a few more hundred. Secondly I did have a lot of fun getting to know new TS and etc, especially about gossip and some back stabbing. For the record, this project is something that I have really sell compare to the previous project, and I am proud. Haha.

Rants - Assignments & Team Members

It’s 1 in a Friday morning, here I am blogging.

Well I have a rant… on how my college life is going down the toilet. (Yeah you can actually see it swirling down the bowl)

I am fine having tons of work, assignment, projects, presentation etc etc, when it is the right workload with the right amount of the time to finish the task. But hey what if you add the work team members in it, every task I am about to have is suppose to be easier to complete right?
WRONG!

Well I would like to let you know that I have LAZY team members (not Joanna & Eva, so you know who you are). Okay maybe they are not all that lazy but somehow they just made my task like hell.

Call me the project manager, team leader or whatever. Here there are showing me faces when I make some decision, order them to do things etc. I mean when you all decided call me a project manager I am supposed to be the one with all the “responsibility”. Whereas if anything goes wrong, fingers will start pointing at no one but me.

Who knows you all might start saying I am a bad project manager just because everything is in such a mess. Blame it all on the leader… “she didn’t have good time management, she didn’t tell me anything, she called me to just sit there and let her do all the work etc”

Why am I so stupid to volunteer to be in all these type of position anyway? Or in other way of saying it. Why did I choose those people as my team members In the first place?

*sigh* No one to relay on than myself. Pathetic isn’t it?

I want a cigarette really badly right now.

I am so going to have a drink or two, get drunk, if I finish all these tasks in one piece.