The "cool" Guardian Angel

I saw Guardian Angel in the resource centre (a place in my college where you hang out furnish 98% by IKEA and Dell computers) which give me the nostalgia feeling. (in a good way I suppose)

For all who doesn’t know who is Guardian Angel, he is a stranger who helped me up when I fall flat on my butt into a puddle of water (don’t ask me or remind me how did it happen) when guys like him (let’s just say he was those “cool” looking kind) are suppose to laugh at me instead. (Imagine a f** and u*** person in skirts suddenly fall flat right on the puddle of water unable to get up because it was too slippery). I was so embarrassed I don’t even dare to look to see that person until my friends later pointed him out.

This just reminds me that, there are still people with a good and kind heart out there. You could be like him too; we all could if we want to.

The Beat & Jam Project #1

All of the sudden, Beatrice and I got a crazy idea. To do a project posting up some photos, this time around we posted photos aged between 2 to 3 years old. Enjoy.










































































Look out for more Jamie and Beatrice project. XD

BRATs Reunion: A Little Preview

It has been almost one and a half year since we befriended each other in fate of STAR BRATs KL 2006, which was truly a life changing experience for 44 of us indeed in just those 3 short days together. Here we are once again a bunch of us, for a reunion.

Here are some preview of random shots before I get all the photos. (I totally regretted not bringing my digital camera.) *sigh*

We all had a great time with on 23/2/2008 in Mid Vally.

Thanks for making it happen: Zhen Yu, Jia Yi, Ching Yee, Sean, Gabriel, Robin, Ezen, Muthalib, Kok Hin, Dinaesh.

BRATs is truly a magical thing that happened to all of us.

Wipe Out

I deleted some of my previous post; I can’t seem to bear with those posts anymore. Running through those post just bring back bleak foolish depressed thoughts. Especially post about my past, about my depression, self-harm, and my self-destructive lifestyle. I just feel like wiping my whole dark messed up past away and get on with life. Would it ever be that easy?

Flood Flash Back

When I heard the commercial on tele advising adults not to let children play with flood water suddenly it gave me a flash back.

It was a flash back of me and my younger brother playing with flood water at the old house during the flooding period years ago with Milo tins, with my mother looking over us.

I just adore happy flash backs.

Rain

It's raining heavily for the pass few hour today.

I love the rain the sound of drops of water hitting on things, the roof, the floor, the glass windows...

It brings me back to the time where during form 2 and form 3, when I used to play basketball in the rain with my friends for hours. Those were days where I can just have a great laugh with my friends, and enjoy what I used to know (fun).

I even remember when the rain stops, we stop playing too. Instead we go to the mamak for drinks (which we pay with soaking wet money) or sometimes each others house to dry up and to grab a bite.

I wish I could play in the rain again, just kick puddles of water, feel the rain hit my face and get soaking wet once more.