Breakaway

*sigh*

It is the holiday, so why am I so down and blue? Why am I so alone and cold?

Should I not be jolly and enjoying myself in some nice little resort besides the pool reading a best seller while over seeing my friends splashing water around in the pool and strolling down the beach with friends? Later ending the day with a great meal with a glass of wine or two and giggle the whole night long, to get to know each other more than we could ever?

Maybe that could happen, but it shall be in my dreams. Forever being a fantasy; in that little mind of mine.

I need to have a breakaway from everything. I just want to breathe again like we all used to long time ago, without the sudden feel of suffocation. Even one day of breakaway or one hour of total carefree moment will make my day.

So badly that I am now praying for a breakaway.

>my current theme song: Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson<