"How Am I?"

“How are you?”

A phrase which would always be an opening for a conversation, no matter where and whom you are talking too.

The common answer you might get from me (if you are just a general friend) will be either find, good, okay, still surviving, etc.

If you are a close ‘enough’ friend you might as well get the typical answer that I will be giving to a general friend.

That is not if you know me well enough, or when I am in ‘those’ moods.

At those times you would get like the full exposure of my life and my thoughts. Sometimes I really do wish to spill out everything to someone. (yeah EVERYTHING)Though I still haven’t find that someone who I could actually trust, and would actually listen to me.

Even though I sometimes know I could tell that someone but times seems not to be right. Plus I always got this feeling that I will sort of disturb that person and waste their time if I do tell them all my things.